When the future looks vast and uncharted but for a few blips on the radar screen, it can be challenging to will oneself into it. Uneducated guesses can lead to rough terrain and seeming dead ends, yet somehow even they can lead to a blissful outcome. The guiding force in entering into the unknown is usually little more than a hunch in one direction and a nudge in another, and sometimes it can be the explosive force of unexpected change that propels an innocent bystander into the arms of fate. To follow such guidance is necessary in the course of navigating the way of destiny. Better yet if there is some point of entry within a realm of chosen expectation. To say, I am going to enjoy this transformative process as a journey of discovery of joy and peace, and you pay attention to signs and signals, hunches, nudges, and sharp turns in the road, you are much more likely to achieve what you set out about, when all is said and done. What is it that propels you headlong into your future in the manner that leads to mastery of your experience? You call it initiative. It is the entry into the path of conscious initiation. When you choose to enter the unknown territory of What Has Yet To Be through the portal that leads to the path of initiation into your chosen experience — joy, solidarity, peace, etc.—you can be said to be following the initiative. The journey begins with only that. Everything follows.

In the substance of particulate matter is the mode of understanding made real in which the infinity of all possibility intersects with the potentiality of awareness focused on itself in space and time. Nowhere else can you truly be except where you are when you are, aware of yourself as the dot of manifest beingness existing within an ocean of conscious is-ness. Within that moment of now in which you are aware of your existence as you, everything that is, was, or has yet to be is brought to a grinding halt to reflect in the mirror you provide, as an individual and as a collective planetary union of consciousness. There, you are. Outside of that moment, you as the individual recognizing itself as a single personality are not, yet you as part of a greater Self always are. In the moment is contained the vastness of all. In the individual is all consciousness made manifest from a single thought of “I AM”. In the material reality of form is all movement coalesced into a single brilliance, cloaked in the frequency-specific bends of light which harmonize in accord with the nature of the temporal pause that defines a moment of existence. Light is the crux upon which reality gathers itself. Light is thought in balance with the activity of being, it is the essence of I AM and the totality in potential of all. By focusing awareness on the now within infinity can infinity upon infinity be accessed. A single dot of light serves as a focal point. Illumination is what lay at the intersection of awareness, time, and space, in the energy of light as movement from OM towards I AM, the lateral glance from now into the timeless eternal and here into all that is. It is always and everywhere present, and every bit of matter that takes the form of reality is illuminated at its core. By seeking the core of all that is, illumination is found and transformation into light inevitable.

To carry the weight of understanding from ignorance to awareness can be likened to carrying a child from conception to birth. It is a weight that changes with the development of the capacity of the one carrying it until at last the time of transformation is at hand. At the moment when awareness makes itself known as something separate from the school of thought or tradition of knowledge in which it had incubated, it becomes something beyond knowledge altogether, and takes on a path of its own. While that path may run parallel at times to the one from which it was born, nevertheless it is its own entity. It can develop on its own. Knowledge cannot exist outside the confines of its knowingness, for it would cease to be knowledge and instead become speculation, theory, or falsehood. An understanding can, given the opportunity to mature through the exercise of judgment, or discernment, move along the corridors of knowledge as experience and emerge a thing alive. It is a passage that requires the utter destruction of what was understood as reality and the assimilation of the fragments of that shattered reality into a completely new understanding. The process can be referred to as awakening, the moment of birth of new understanding as the transformation into awareness, and the one who undergoes such an extreme meltdown of all structures of belief as an illuminated being. This transformation from ignorance into illumination, this awakening or birth or entrance into a new framework of reality, is at the core of the experience of anyone who could be called a christed one. It is the private communion with divinity that perfects the awakening process into a complete change of life, from existence to being. In the final analysis of emergence, the one who undergoes a complete transformation from living to endlessly awakening to the divine in every moment can be said to be christed. It is rare to be such a one, yet it is increasingly part of the human experience.

Seeing may constitute the basis for belief, but it is a poor foundation for truth, unless it is seeing with the heart and not with merely physical eyes. As an apparatus for discernment, the physical eyes are subject to anomalous input, distortion, and prejudice based on the input they have translated into belief. Truth is not bound by belief, although it can appear to individuals through personal belief as through a lens. Neither can truth be distorted, though it can be expressed according to certain parameters of belief that can give it the appearance of distortion. The truth is in itself complete, but appears incomplete in the limited sensory apparatus which most people rely upon for their particular understanding of it. What usually passes for truth is, in fact, merely an approximation thereof. Agreement can be achieved through consensus, and in this way open the way for greater understanding yet, again, this is merely an approximation. In order for truth to be understood, there comes a point at which reliance on the physical senses must give way to the more reliable apparatus of the heart, the antenna beyond language and thought. Within the structure of your body’s energetic patternings is the code for harmonic resonance. You have the experience of harmonic resonance when you are confronted with truth. The greater the truth, the greater the resonance. If belief creates and anomalous structure of energetic patternings programmed in such a way that it flows counter to the patternings of harmonic resonance of truth, the experience of truth can be less than harmonious until the patternings of subjective belief are restructured in accord with the greater structure of truth. Neither seeing factual evidence of truth nor hearing about it second-hand has the power of the presence of truth, and until that is experienced, truth remains an unrealized ideal.

From every center are points of emergence impulsed such that organization between points of like nature concretize into the arrangement of precise self-aware lengthwise objectivity. Awareness, on this level of beingness, need be nothing more than positioning relative to a point of reference. In reference to awareness, origination is a critical factor. A single point, aware of itself as a particular entity, entrains other points which resonate with the same awareness of self in relation to other. In each point of reference are countless realities born, each possessing through self-awareness a self aware, upon which countless other realities are born. When points of reference come into arrangement such that one leads to another, which leads to another, et cetera, to express the intention of a thought impulse, energy can flow towards its natural end in manifestation. The motion of awareness from one to another coordinate in space-time creates the illusion of being in form. However, the energy itself is merely the movement of awareness. It is not only that which is illuminated by awareness that is real; that is all that appears to be real, while other realities go on with or without the light of awareness. In the absence of awareness exists possibility, beneath form is movement, each movement an emanation of consciousness feeling energies of self-awareness within the void of pure possibility and responding as a point of self-awareness in relationship to the idea of being. Inertia, on the other hand, is without awareness. Entropy is existent within self-awareness, to the point of self-aware definition of form in particulate material being, and is emanant in the expression of self as form. All is in balance when entropic seeking of self and emanant expression of Self move in harmonic resonance with the underlying idea of I AM.

There is more to matter than meets the eye. Beyond form is an idea, and within structure is intelligence. Simplicity of design usually serves as an indication of clarity of thought and deep understanding of purpose within a larger framework of existence. Thus, a device can be brilliant, effective, functional, efficient and simple all at the same time, even though it may be beyond the ken of a layman’s general understanding. Complexity, on the other hand, if not thought of as clear and efficient, can be a signal of a lack of insight into how a thing, concept or material endeavor effectively functions within a larger framework or as a holographic stepping-up of another relative, simpler level of being. Complexity to one person’s understanding may be simple expression at another level of understanding in which the integrity of a thing is maintained while the means of expressing it might by necessity be more complex to the average person. When a complex categorization of ideas is brought into full understanding without the linearity of learning and stepwise integration of facts and concepts, grace may be said to be at work. The function of grace is the simultaneous distillation and being in the essence of the fundamental elements of a complexity of understanding in relationship with a clear and pure conduit for that understanding. Grace issues forth from the source of all understanding, freely accessible to any who approach that source with an open, receptive, and longing state of being. For grace to be experienced, a person must have the simplicity of being as life is received by a child.

Though you may have a considerable amount of information about a thing, enough to say with confidence that it is what you purport it to be, you may find another fact or figure which curtails your trajectory in the direction of absolute knowledge about the thing and introduces an element of doubt into your otherwise tidy equation of this balanced with that. There is always more information than you can possibly collect in a single lifetime on any subject; thus metaphor is handy to gather what is understood and distill it into a neat little package. However, metaphor requires some sophistication of thought and a fair degree of play in order to be effective as a tool for arriving at a point of knowingness about something that could be said to even approach complete. Besides that, it invites subjective interpretation and thus is relatively inexact for reaching what could be called objective consensus. Language too has similar limitations, being basically metaphorical by nature. Mathematics can be trusted by those who understand its particular emergent structure, yet it is bound by the limits of understanding of those who put together fundamental notations in ignorance of the true form of the idea they seek to express. And so, you see, there are inherent blockages to full and complete understanding of the nature of that which you call Universe, or Multiverse, which can be expressed between individual seekers of truth in the language of exposition, poetry, or mathematics. Music, art and other modes of expression likewise have inherent limitations when it comes to absolute knowingness. The experience of certainty is not something that can be expressed in such a way that its essence can be grasped by reading about it. Although the paths leading to such an experience are utterly subjective, even though they can be shared by many and diverse, the experience itself is universally acknowledged to be at the same time true and indescribable, unitary and unknowable without access to a greater Self than is commonly acknowledged, absolute and yet infinite. No matter what the subject, the experience of certainty is thus.

A long time ago, before the present culture of domination was born, your planet hosted a coming home party of sorts for souls which had gone into the matrix of incarnation as preparers for the times that were to come. There was little in the way of preparation that could have been done by those who had been part of the previous culture of hearth and home, in the face of the carnage and deceit which was upon them at the end of their era. New ones had to come into the picture to help those already in the planet’s incarnational matrix maneuver into a completely alien way of living and dying without losing their own connection to soul or their desire to remain in the game of life on Earth. You have scattered reports of those infiltrators in the stories and legends of such folk as the prophets, sages, and circumspect revolutionaries. Jump forward in time. The same sort of shift of age to age is now upon you, and the ways of war soon will be no more part of your world. Now you can return to the ways of hearth and home on a cosmic level of being. You enter into expanded awareness as the age of domination turns into the age of integration, and hearth and home take on an expanded understanding as sun and planet of origin. Many who have taken incarnational form on Earth do not originate here, but on other planets of other suns. There are many now on Earth who live here temporarily, some long-term, some on a short visit, who will return home when their work of preparation for a new age is complete. No one is really home, no matter where they may hang their hat, until all worlds are as one multifaceted jewel of the mind of God. This happens when homesickness is finally healed and all suns shine with the light of love in the heart of a being.

If you were to divide the tiniest particle you could find into yet smaller portions of itself, would you find the seed within matter that creates life? Would you know what the answer was to the question, “What am I?” No. And yes. It all depends on how you look at it. To find merely dust of elemental nature would be to miss the point altogether. To find energy would be closer to the point, and how that energy is interacted with determines its nature within reality. To find divinity is, indeed, the point, and beyond that point remains to be discovered. The power of the energy of an atom divided is enough to rip your world apart or, at best, disturb the flow of life to a grinding halt. The force unleashed by dividing certain smaller particles is greater yet on the order of magnitude, yet divinity is only approached until at last, in the quest for obliteration of the simplest forms of matter, energy of polarity is finally in the target of the great matter-smashing machine. To rip apart the force that binds positive and negative, life and death, fear and trust is to divide divinity’s own force of love from that in which love takes form. Thus free, divinity roams, and all of creation feels the power divine love has within the world of form, which is, in a word, awesome. Nothing else comes close to the transformative power of divine essence unlocked from form. Form itself cannot maintain structural integrity and, if not obliterated, form becomes energetically defined by virtue of raw divinity engaging with its body. That which is not of a form’s essential truth is burned away and what is left becomes the form of divinity itself.

The center of any node of light is a core of infinite dimension. If you were to see within light, you would see only men’s limitation of understanding. There would be a point beyond which you could not see, and that would be, as well, the limit of direct understanding. Core infinitely continues beyond its apparent infinitesimal greatness into so much empty space that generally speaking chaos is the initial experience of the one-pointed three-dimensional consciousness at first contact with it. The outcome of an encounter with any higher-dimensional experience usually settles into harmonic energetic frequency signatures, but it is usually not until there has been some aspect of chaos in between levels of awareness. Within every core of dimensional infinitude are all possibilities available. Every cell of one’s being possesses such a portal to the undefined. Through such a portal is it possible to summon a particular type of encounter with a conscious emanation from within the very heart of the core of the undefined itself. In such an encounter with infinity in its purest form, the brave soul venturing within the dark core is transformed. Thus, interdimensional contact alters reality and is therefore a useful tool in shifting conscious awareness of Self, when applied to well-intentioned encounters with the divine within.